Saturday, July 31, 2010,5:26 PM
have you ever wished that someone you knew would die just so you could figure out what it felt like to miss someone like that
So, like, on Wednesday? Yeah, Wednesday. Me, my family, and I were driving. We were in North Carolina which is like, twelve hours away from home but we were on our way back from a trip to DC which wasn't actually a trip to DC it was a trip to this school in Virginia that I wanted to see but we were like, hey, DC's only four hours away, we've never seen it, why not, you know? yeah. so anyways.
WE WERE IN THE CAR. And my mother looked at her phone and she was like, "WhAaAaTt?". Just like that and everything. And she had gotten the following text:
so, besides the fact that that text was the most insensitive text ever, it sounds like my grandmother has had a heart attack almost a day ago and no one has even bothered to call us. so after about twenty minutes of calling around to our family members and no one answering, we finally remember that my grandfather recently got a cellphone and we call him.
We don't get back into town until one o'clock the next morning, but everyone is telling us she's fine so we just go to sleep and wake up and go to the hospital the next morning. After a bunch of tests and everything, she's still okay, and she's getting to go home. But then that night I have this dream. She's dead, and I don't even realize it's a dream because it's all so realistic. But when I wake up, I keep thinking about what it would have been like if it hadn't been a dream. And. Well, the whole thing. The whole thing was so confusing. And then I found myself kind of wishing that she HAD died, just so I'd know what happened afterwards when people died.
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
But in other news, I think my goldfish is pregnant. PREGNANT. in a one gallon tank that's not even enough room for the two of them now. >.< Jesus.
